Childhood Home

Most people, when asked about their childhood home, will most likely talk about fanciful homes of grandeur and of a loving nature. My own is not like this, yes it was a house, a single level ranch style home with a large bay window that let the sun in as it sets in the evening. Though to most it would seem lovely and an inviting place, I much preferred to be left alone, by my family and the rest of the world. I would always travel through the kitchen, into the laundry room and pull open the warped door out into the very weather unfriendly garage attached to the side of the home. I would then turn to the wall next to the door and descend a flight of steel tipped concrete stairs, leading down at near a 75 degree angle like a cliff into the dark abyss. This would be my sanctuary, and though it changed greatly over the years it was still mine.
When it first started out it was nothing more then molded walls and small pools of water with shattered tiles and nails all across the floor. There was no real lighting save for the lamps I brought down, and the old dusted shelves in the adjacent room were coated in dust and web. All of this visible through a wall that had quite literally rotted into the floor. A single pillar in the center of the room manages to hold the heating ducts up from the floor and looked as if it was the only thing keeping the floor above from coming down.
Off to the side of the room was an old pool table who's matted playing area and worn pockets made the game a little more entertaining when I needed a distraction. This brings to mind the old cracked pool balls that I used to play with. Whenever my little sister got brave enough to come into the bomb shelter, as I jokingly called it way back when, we would usually just talk or toss chips of old broken tiles across the room.
One Christmas that all changed, and while me and my sister were gone at our Grandpa's for several weeks my mother and father were busy hiring contractors, painters and designers. On Christmas when we returned we had come to see a surprise, my sanctuary had been drastically changed. A new ceiling was now in place with lights that lit the room up spectacularly. The floor was now a single color tile and spanned the entire room. The walls separating the two rooms from each other suddenly had a fresh coat of paint and a reinforced structure to go with the new basement. The pool table whose cracks and old finish had been revamped with new carpeting and pockets and even a stamp on the end of it declaring it as our own.
While the rest of the family celebrated the new entertainment room I became worried that I had lost my hideaway from the world, that I would find no peace anymore within the darkness. I had no need to fear, for today while I wait to find my own home, in and of itself my hideaway, I am alone. The basement with all its fresh paint, lights, mirrors, sofa, chairs, tables, TVs, Pianos, the pool table, and weight bench is all mine once more. No one comes down into it anymore and I am alone, save for the knock of my sister at the door once in a years time. I sit down here and work, writing and designing, planning and building for my future in my own way, away from all the distractions that hunger for other's attentions. I sit here in my sanctuary able to be free of mind and spirit and not have to worry about the thoughts and deeds of others. This is my childhood home.